Dear Aysha,
My darling baby girl..
I don't think you will ever understand my love for you, but that's OK I love you with my whole heart and I love you regardless.
You're 5 years old now.. We made it!! I know we have our struggles baby girl but I am truly proud of who you are and who you are becoming. You are a strong, sensitive, confident (but shy when appropriate), smart and incredible little girl. We have been through so much and your strength is inspiring.
I really really wanted to be a mum, and I am so blessed that Allah gave me you. I still remember the morning I found out I was pregnant, it was exciting & scary. I remember meeting you for the first time on a scan, you were a tiny jellybean. I remember your first kick when you heard your daddy's voice, and our 20 week scan when we found out you could possibly be a girl lol.. And I remember the day I met you, it was honestly love at first sight I held you in my arms and we were both just taking each other in.
Your dad named you Aysha because he had this name chosen for as long as he could remember, he told me when he was a boy he always said he would name his first daughter Aysha.. I added May because I also have this name, we are named after my Nana, a very strong incredible Lady. Tahir is your daddy's name so its just means the daughter of Tahir. Side note: Tahir means pure. Aysha, I believe means Life.
You were such a treasure as a baby, very chilled and happy but also stubborn and shy. Everyone mentioned how beautiful you were as you had very big blue eyes.. As you grew into being a toddler you brought us so much joy with your cheekiness and fesrlessness , you have always been brave and confident.. At three years of age you started kindergarten, something I found difficult but you thrived there and really came out of your shell.
Now you are five my darling, a big school girl. I think you're still only settling in and I know we're going through a lot of changes so life is tough. But I love you and I know we're get through this together.
This blog is for you my baby (who doesn't like being called baby anymore).. I will share our day to day life, your milestones and achievements and I want to share wisdom on life, all sorts of topics and I hope I show you that I truly and deeply love you and only want the best for you.
Love you darling
Xx
Mummy
